I am sorry to post like this but I do need some help in life.. I live over in blighty (UK) and well I have had the most extreme of lives (well almost)... I cant cope anymore and well I need some advice from people in the same boat.. the list begins: 5 women I have been with have had abortions my best mate killed himself because of me mYfirst love is dieing of cancer my second love has left me My dad sold me (cash for no access) My step dad hated me My mum hates me for I look like my dad I had to look after my mum and sister from the age of 14.. I am a charmer beyond beleif and I know it... I am a total fucking tit... I spent my life being the nice guy but it does not work..