New here. Honestly it's the first place I checked but have no idea what I'm doing. Just wanted to put it out there that I'm feeling like I'm done again. I've tried a few different things in the passed 10 years, but I am still here. I keep coming up with different ways to die that won't involve my kids finding me. Tonight, is the first time since May that I have seriously thought about it again. The idea creeps in and I had been able to shake it until today. Now I've come up with a new plan and it's scaring me how easy it seems to be..