Have you ever felt you was born in the generation or somthing??? Beofre i start i dont take any drug at all apart from a lil alchole on a weekend!!! I have some crazy dreams. And really I have a weird ambition or maybe its just a strong primal feeling the thing is I hate the human race, what we have become, The thing we do to other humans and to the earth. I dont see why we all work our selves into the ground to have a house or a car I think this crazyness, For if we all felt like I do, We would all be better off. I wish I could have been tribal I wish I could hunt for my own food and and build my own home and move where ever I want to move to when I want to move I wish I had survival skills passed on to me I wish I could know how to make my own weapons to hunt with etc i recons your must be getting the picture now. lol. I dream about hunting I dream about living in a jungle. Iam very depressed that Iam not able to do these things or more to the point I wasnt born into it even if I could re-adapt my self to go do this now I still have lost many years. I feel like I cant tell anyone theses things thats why im here, Am I quiet weird???? Iam a cheff but I hate my job, All I think about is being free I dont see any point in me being alive tbh. I dont see any point in any of us being alive...! Its not like any of us are really doing anything being alive in a moden world, seems to be a waste of my time in genral. So please help me! Im feeling very down and a little bit crazy.