Tried to slit <Mod Edit: Abacus21-method> last night. But I couldnt do it...it was too painful, it was a spur of the moment thing. How do I explain away the scratches on my neck. I cant really wear a scarf or anything, to hide them - a) its summer and b) I dont have one and cant get one. What if people ask? My friends knew that I once wanted to take my life. But they think I am fine now, and I would honestly rather they continued to think that, cos really I am fine, but this was just a stupid spur of the moment thing that I had not given proper consideration. I dont want anyone to know cos I dont wanna be watched like a hawk and I dont want ppl to talk to me as if I am about to jump of a bridge any minute.