Hey everyone i'm new here i've been having suicidle thoughts for about 1 year or so, i'm going into highschool this year and it's got way worse i'm really starting to think of ending my life. I don't see anything good in my future, right now i'm having a problem because i've went the whole summer without hanging with my friends I just talk to them on the computer every now and then. I've been hanging with my family the whole summer having fun with my brothers it's a blast to me I love my family but then I realized that I might not have any friends to hang with at school when it starts and it's making me really depressed. My future I don't see anything in my future. This is how I see my future I get a crappy job that I hate I make enough money to get by i'm single my whole life no friends no wife. Just go to work come home day after day. Thats not a great future to look forward to so I am thinking that if I just ended my life then I wouldn't have to go through all of this.