I need help more than ever before right now. I'm in really a tough place. If someone doesn't save me soon, I'm gonna do something... I don't know how I want to go? Everyone would expect an overdose more I suppose. Anyway, that's besides the point. I'm hanging on the edge of the grand canyon of shit, one finger keeping me up and one more thing happen and that finger will give way. I.E. One more thing fuck up, I'll be driven to kill myself. I really need somebody to help me, words, anything. Please. My best friend is mad at me, she is just outta hospital, I'm fucked up going crazy, I'm hundreds or thousands of miles away from her and we need each other. I don't know what to fucking do, I can't go there right now. I really fucking need a release, I really can't deal with all this bullshit hitting my face lately. It's all too much and I can't hold on for much more. Please save me.