Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by *dilligaf*, Sep 24, 2007.

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  1. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    ive gone 21 days without cutting.
    trust me ive wanted to, but ive held off

    ive got the urge so bad right now

    i just went outside, opened a razor.

    shes asleep
    would be so easy

    i have a blade now
    somewhere she doesnt know where it is

    but i so dont wanna fail now

  2. Spearmint

    Spearmint Well-Known Member

    :hug: Sam, what's making you feel like this, hun?
  3. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    having to lie to someone (dont ask)

    bieng made to talk about something that triggers me

    thinking about my nan
    missing her more than i can stand

    i dont know :cry:
  4. Spearmint

    Spearmint Well-Known Member

    Okay, hun, take a deep breath, and try to calm down, what about trying to find something distracting? Try going to sleep? Reading a book? Playing a game?
  5. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    im trying to take my mind off it by talking to people and posting.

    gonna go to bed in a while

    me thinks im gonna have to wake vikki up soon :(
  6. Spearmint

    Spearmint Well-Known Member

    If you need to wake Vikz up, wake her up, I'm sure she won't mind, hun. :hug:
  7. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    Firstly you should of woke me up as soon as you felt like cutting!! Secondly i wanna know where the blade is, you know i have blades and i haven't used them. You even trusted me enough to give me them back once you found them, so please give it to me and let me get rid of it. 3 weeks darling, we've come this far, stick with me because i know you can go so much further. Thirdly i'm sorry.
  8. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    :hug: Jess, thanks for last night :hug:

    Baby 1) Jess kept me safe, you looked so sweet sleeping!! 2) I'm not telling you where it is, I haven't used it, that's all you need to know. 3) What are you sorry about????????????
  9. danni

    danni Chat Buddy

    how r u feeling right now hun :hug:
  10. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    sorry about all that,

    im feeling better now

    thanks all
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