I have been feeling pretty okay these last months, I guess the most important thing is I really decided that I want to live, I threw away my razors and I've been trying to think positive and all... but it still doesn't solve the problems. And now the anxiety is coming back, it's all coming back and I don't want things to become like they used to be. I've been to a psychologist a few times, but I don't really think it helps at all. As cliché as it sounds, but I don't thinks she gets me at all. She just sits there nodding. And I don't know what i should do.