Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by patodemuerte, Oct 20, 2007.

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  1. patodemuerte

    patodemuerte Well-Known Member

    I am sure that I am living for others and not myself.

    Tonight is the night. I cant live for others knowing I dont belong.
    Knowing the damage I'll do eventually.

    I really dont want to end up spending my birthday in a casket. I dont want to end up in a hospital either, though theres a chance of that also.

    I am very confused, my morality and concept of right and wrong are out of whack at this moment.

    I will become a danger to society. Is it not better to rid society of me before my plans go through?

    Do i still deserve to live this life which I have no wish to live in the first place?

    I feel doing this would be helpful in the long run, though I cannot hurt my family so much.
  2. Blackness

    Blackness Guest

    live for your family
    and end all the self pity
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