I had just found my place... The little niche of High School society I thought I fit in. I was happy! And then..... The situations at home started declining, I started getting worse, I started to turn away from everything I had begun to love, My grades started to drop, I started sleeping less and less, I started eating less, and telling my friends I'd already eaten, And then we went to the doctor, and found out that I was loosing my eyesight... To optical neuritis, And I got scared. And even though it was getting better because of my medicine, I got even more frightened.... And my old nightmares began to reccuring, And then..... Monday night..... I reffered back to a chapter in my life I thought I had left behind. I hurt myself....And I'm even more frightened now. I feel like I'm loosing myself, the happiness I've longed for. I think I may actually be in trouble this time.... Help.... What do I do?