This is a day when I feel like that noose is just calling out to me. People have been so good though. My friends are so supportive. I know they care about me. I must fight this. I should put the cord away. It's sitting right there, the noose still tied. I am afraid to touch it though. I wish I could get out of the house, but I don't have a car nad the nearest place or bus stop is almost a mile away, and I hurt my foot so I can' walk it. Am I worth saving?