i want to snap. i live with my mom sadly, she threw me 3 times. the cops were ever so nice to me . now my gf who i love more than my own life. well i mind as well get to the point i dont like leaveing long posts. i bought her a joury pendent we hit rough times and she gave it to my mom but things are better and i was gonna give it back as a surprize. when i went to get it back she broke it. i freaking out. but im so boken still . i cant stop cring. its what it ment and stood 4. i shakeing at night can barly sleep. i want to cut but dont think it will help anymore im alive and i can feel and its pain. idk what to do. if any1 can say anything id like it. i just need something idk what i guess this is a strrech to post 4 help. idk ill shut up thanks 4 anything any1 posts.