Hi, Google has everything lol. Im 23 and never been socially accepted, i was a late bloomer so in school so everyone ignored me because of it. I have alot of suicidal thoughts and tired od'ing twice, once with penicillin and once with 96 caffiene tablets (i know lol). I spend 90% of my day in my room watchin TV and sleeping. Im getting pretty annoyed now, i want to be able to go out and enjoy life (ie, laugh, love and cry etc). Please someone help me.