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  1. iceeblusmurf

    iceeblusmurf Senior Member

    i really just want to go get a knife right now.....

    i know i need to lose weight......and i know i'm a horrible person but do you have to constantly remind me!

    and on this site too! i mean you're the one who said it THIS IS A SUPPORT FORUM! and i know i'm giving you exactly what you want by letting it upset me but i can't help it, i'm hurting and you make the cuts worse.

    i really need someones help cuz i'm ready to go get my knife.....
  2. Rukia

    Rukia Well-Known Member

    I don't know if I can help you in any way, but please don't get your knife. :hug:
  3. iceeblusmurf

    iceeblusmurf Senior Member

    i really don't want to do this anymore.........i'm in so much pain, atleast i can distract myself and make it all go away.

    people like him are probably right.

    i don't need to be alive anymore, it will just make everyone's life easier. less annoying. one less stupid person on the planet.
  4. Shadowlands

    Shadowlands Official SF Hugger Staff Alumni

    Hang in there Jess. I'm here if you want to talk :hug:
  5. iceeblusmurf

    iceeblusmurf Senior Member

    i dont' want to hang in there, there isn't a point anymore
  6. Shadowlands

    Shadowlands Official SF Hugger Staff Alumni

    but I hug you :hug:
  7. hey i dont know y u want to hurt urself but i get dat feelin sumtimes but wots the point of hurting urself? go get out and do something you enjoy.
  8. iceeblusmurf

    iceeblusmurf Senior Member

    there isn't anything i enjoy right now. i got to work i come home. thats all.

    its pointless and stuid, not worth it anymore.
  9. i know is proberly bad advice but when im feeling fukd i go for a bottle of southern comfort.....
  10. iceeblusmurf

    iceeblusmurf Senior Member

    i can't even get that to try and make my life a little better.
  11. well can you do something that takes your mind off things?
  12. iceeblusmurf

    iceeblusmurf Senior Member

    thats what my knife is for.
  13. Demi

    Demi Member


    I don't know your background, and your story so I may be telling you something that is completely off the mark but bear with me.

    I assume you are suicidal because you feel that you are out of shape and there are others telling you exactly that?

    Well, may I suggest you go out there and try to lose wight??

    I don't know how old you are, or your habits so I can't exactly give you a reseme but if you really want to lose weight- If you REALLY want to- go out there and give it your best shot before considering suicide.

    If you feel that you being out of shape is the utmost urgent problem, then stop whatever else you are doing, and focus on that.

    If you are living with your parents, tell them about your problem, withdraw from school for a year and go register at the gym along with a very good personal trainer who is able to help you achieve what you want.

    Remember to 'focus' on the problem and stop everything else that you are doing.

    If you haven't done that yet, and you wish to undergo suicide just because all of your instant dieting and other dieting methods didn't help, well think again.

    You haven't exactly done EVERYTHING at your disposal to achieve your wants.

    Think simply- if you can't lose weight alone, then ask for help. Makes sense, no?
    Give it your best shot. If you are willing to commit suicide, with that energy you should be able to lose weight without fail.

    Once again, if what I say is completely off the mark, I apologise. And best of luck.
  14. um ok. just to let u know there are people who care about you and will be affected if you do this. my mum tried it 2 years ago and aagain on monday. shes still alive right now. right now i hate her and i cant wait to finish school and get out of this house.

    so doing this to yourself will jus make the people who care about you mad

    hope dat makes sense
  15. kenny

    kenny Well-Known Member

    :kenny: :wub: :smurf:

    hey hun. please be strong.
  16. brokenandlonely

    brokenandlonely Well-Known Member

    Jessie! What's all this hun? I hope things are okay and as you know if you ever need to talk you have my msn and you know other ways to get in touch with me also. Stay safe! You are really worth it and you have always been there for me when I needed someone to talk to. *wub *hug
  17. fromthatshow

    fromthatshow Staff Alumni

    you are perfect just the way you are.
    you are a wonderful person and using a knife on yourself wouldn't be good because you don't deserve that
  18. DrowningInTears

    DrowningInTears Well-Known Member

    :smile: think about how much u hate me instead of how much u hate urself :smile:
  19. Dave_N

    Dave_N Guest

    No one hates you DIT. You're a nice guy. :biggrin:
  20. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    Jess I do not know what is going on for you at this time, but I hear the pain you are in right now. I want you to remember other times that weren't like this. You can have better days in the future but you may have to have patience.
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