I am in a very bad place right now, I'm having to deal with some very hard things right now, and it hurts so bad that I don't know if I can make it through it this time. I feel like my insides are going to explode. My heart is racing I'm shaking and everything inside me is telling me to take the pills and be done with it. I need someone to take me and hold me tight and not let go. this pain I feel is going to win, and I'm loosing the battle. I don't know what to do. Please help me someone please.