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Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by whynotme?, Dec 21, 2008.

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  1. whynotme?

    whynotme? Well-Known Member

    i'm scared i'm about to do something ridiculous... i cant fight anymore... im so so tired an there's no-one in the house and it just feels that it would be so much easier if i could just... disappear!

    help?

    :(

    xxx
     
  2. Dave_N

    Dave_N Guest

    Please don't harm yourself whynotme. What is making you feel so down? :hug:
     
  3. jameslyons

    jameslyons Well-Known Member

    Hey there,

    What's up ?

    James.
     
  4. whynotme?

    whynotme? Well-Known Member

    i just did something utterly ridiculous and follewed that up by doing something even more ridiculous!!

    i just wanna die... how fucking hard is that??

    :'(

    xxx
     
  5. whynotme?

    whynotme? Well-Known Member

    why cant something just go right? just for once... just once

    im such a screw up... completely

    xxx
     
  6. ckeppa

    ckeppa Active Member

    sit down and forget about everything.
    watch a movie and ignor ur problems for a hour or so

    anything to make ya feel better, even if its just for a little bit.
     
  7. whynotme?

    whynotme? Well-Known Member

    i got nothing left...

    :(

    i feel better now ive been foolish but it shouldnt have taken that...

    thankyou for your support

    xxx
     
  8. ckeppa

    ckeppa Active Member

    if ya ever need to talk pm me, were all misrable here.
    just sucks more to be misrable alone.

    hope ur holidays are awsome!
    <3
     
  9. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Always here if you need to talk x :hug:
     
  10. whynotme?

    whynotme? Well-Known Member

    once again, its all screwed up for me...i cant keep hold of anything that could turn out to be positive, something always comes up!

    have cut up again today, 3 times....actually stabbed myself in the ankle with a craft knife cos i couldnt face leaving the house to get blades :sad: im such an idiot. burnt my ankle too.... its never gonna get good if i dont pack it in! i hate my self and my life so much

    have been sat contemplating od'ing all day... cant fucking bring myself to do it but... wont be long now til i fucking flip and just do it...

    im frightened

    xxx
     
  11. Starlightx

    Starlightx Member

    Don't let yourself be alone - keep around others, so you're less likely to hurt yourself.
    Talk through how you're feeling and hang in there.

    Take care of yourself.
     
  12. whynotme?

    whynotme? Well-Known Member

    it's christmas eve and im sat, on my own, drinking an watching tele... i should be with someone... but i wasnt good enough for him... blergh

    i dont want anyone to see me like this, i have already cut up... not too deep but a large quantity... what a fucking christmas eh?

    meh

    xxx
     
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