I need serious help... I want suicide so bad. I'm the worst girlfriend and my lover and I have been together since July 1, 2007. Ive made many mistakes but learned, but now they don't want to put up with me. I have changed since then and tried to become better. And now they want to leave, but whenever they say that, after a few hours, they calm down and say sorry and don't mean it. Now they're doing it again... Would they be back or not? @__@; We really love each other.. a lot... I feel worthless, and I think it's best if I just disappear out of their lives. Everyone I've known has left my life and never kept to promises, and I don't think my lover would if they keep saying they want to leave... Would they come back again?