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Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by NoGood, Dec 3, 2009.

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  1. NoGood

    NoGood Well-Known Member

    never mind.

    please delete.
     
  2. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    You okay? :hug:
     
  3. NoGood

    NoGood Well-Known Member

    no :cry:
     
  4. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    What's wrong? :hug: Here if you need anything.
     
  5. NoGood

    NoGood Well-Known Member

    Why is everything always so hard? I cant contribute to anything, when you look up the word 'useless' in the dictionary, my photo should be printed right beside it.
     
  6. NoGood

    NoGood Well-Known Member

    Im overwhelmed but not by what has happened but by the lack of being able to do anything. I am powerless in this situation. All i can do is wait, and the waiting is driving me insane, a person i really care about is hurting and theres nothing I can do. He is blocking everyone out. Im scared! I feel so out of control.
     
  7. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    I know the feeling. :hug: You're not useless though. You're doing the best you can. But I know the awful feeling of not being able to help when you really want to, and I'm so sorry you're having to go through that.
     
  8. NoGood

    NoGood Well-Known Member

    thank you Alison. I feel so stupid. Im crying really hard right now. I wish I could turn back time for him and make everything be ok. We also have limited communication cause of the situation he is in. I just wanna talk to him but he is blocking everyone out. Im scared that he might hurt himself. I actually feel physical pain thinking about him. All I want in the whole world right now is for him to be ok.
     
  9. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Hey kate :hug:

    You are not useless! You are doing all you can for him. What happened to him hun? :hug:
     
  10. NoGood

    NoGood Well-Known Member

    someone close to him died
     
  11. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    I'm sorry :hug: All you can do is be there for him when he needs you!
     
  12. NoGood

    NoGood Well-Known Member

    i dont know if he can make it outta his head Lynn. Im just so sick with worry. I really am. My heart hurts, my head hurts, my body hurts - thinking about him hurting. Im sooooo worried that he wouldnt be ok.
     
  13. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    :hug: Have you tried talking to him on the phone? (Assuming that you know him from the internet).
     
  14. NoGood

    NoGood Well-Known Member

    he is blocking everyone out. I have to be patient and wait for him to reach out i suppose. Ill be hear for him whenever he needs me, i think he knows that. I just hate to see him like this.
     
  15. Prinnctopher's Belt

    Prinnctopher's Belt Antiquities Friend SF Supporter

    I hope the situation improves. :hugtackles:
     
  16. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    :hug: I understand, know we're here for you too.
     
  17. NoGood

    NoGood Well-Known Member

    thanks, i really dont care about me right now. Just him! He is amazing. I wish he could see it for himself.
     
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