Is anyone available to talk? I wish I could kill myself to get out of the mess I have made with my business. I fear that I will go to jail for all the wrongs I have committed. I need someone to help me figure it all out, I wish I had the gumption to kill myself. The funny thing is 6 weeks ago I wanted to kill myself and actually researched methods, but was unable to go thru with it. Now 1 week later my mind is clear and I am facing a huge problem with how to shut things down with my business. Life was so much better when I did not give a fuck about anything!