Life has got too much for me. I'm stuck in a bubble of no return. Everything around me is closing in. This was my last hope, people need to know how I feel I cannot go on feeling this way. No one around me has a clue that I'm in dyer need of help. I have worked for many years on building a camoflague so that no one knows my problems. I'm a homosexual, black, jewish, unemployed loser, i have no love life and I live with my parents and i'm too old for that. I lost my job last week, after 5 years of working there, I thought everything was okay but one slip up and I'm gone. Life has been dissolving since then and I can't bare it. I sit here at my desk with a xxx next to me, xxx and ready to take my life. HELP!!!