:( Help..

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by xXWhateverItTakesXx, Oct 31, 2010.

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  1. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    I am so freaking messed up right now..I feel like having a breakdown. I just can't cope anymore..This is too hard!!!
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    keep talking okay it helps to know you are not alone i called crisis line the people there help me calm down help me breath please call someone okay so you know you are not alone.
     
  3. dontwannabeme

    dontwannabeme Well-Known Member

    hey missy:(

    i tried too get a hold off ya for some time :(
    i hope i didnt make you sad or upset :(
    i hope your safe :(

    hugs dontwannabeme
     
  4. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    I can't talk, I can't think..All that's running through my head is that feeling of wanting to die...God damn it!!!!!
     
  5. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    just call crisis line then and let them talk to you you listen okay
     
  6. Kaos General

    Kaos General Well-Known Member

    Is their something thats happened to make you feel this way?
     
  7. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    Lots has happened to make me feel this way :cry:

    I'm a bit calmer..
     
  8. Kaos General

    Kaos General Well-Known Member

    well keep talking to us if it gets really bad again. Im glad youve calmed down a bit.

    Heres something that might work, write down everything on pieces of paper that is good thats happened in your life, such as happy memories. When you get really depressed look at the pieces of paper and then concentrate on that and remember how you felt right at that specific moment in time.
     
  9. xXWhateverItTakesXx

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    I got pictures..and they just make me break down and cry all night..

    im useless :(
     
  10. Kaos General

    Kaos General Well-Known Member

    Pics are good as they remind you of a happier time
     
  11. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    They just remind of what im leaving behind and fuck up my emotions tenfold..
     
  12. In Limbo

    In Limbo Forum Buddy

    Surely then that's a reason to not leave?
     
  13. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    Logically yes, but they will get over me and I don't think I can ever get over the pain I live with.
     
  14. Kaos General

    Kaos General Well-Known Member

    I have had a few friends kill themselves and 2 people i loved kill themselves too and i can tell you from experience its something i have never gotten over because then theres all kinds of questions arises and you start with the what if's
     
  15. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    My best friend killed himself and I know all those feelings. But I am nothing special. I'm just another number.
     
  16. In Limbo

    In Limbo Forum Buddy

    But you are a unique number - you are special because there's never gonna be another you :) *hugs*
     
  17. Kaos General

    Kaos General Well-Known Member

    Yeah you think that now because your depressed and thats the only thing you can think about but i can guarantee that there is someone who thinks you are special no matter what you thibnk about yourself
     
  18. xXxRNBxXx

    xXxRNBxXx Senior member

    yes.. i think your special shazz *hug xxx
     
  19. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    I am not special in any way. All of you deserve happiness and peace. I am only still here because I had to work today. Now I don't have to work for a few days. More than enough time

    xx
     
  20. In Limbo

    In Limbo Forum Buddy

    Please please please don't do this...
     
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