Ive suffered from depression undiagnosed on and off for the past 4 years and i am finally reaching tipping point. I have frequently had stages of self harm and now i am feeling suicidal. I have 'visions' of myself commiting suicide but in them i am actually doing it and noq i seriously contemplate it. Myfeelings have deteriorated rapidly but i dont even know why i feel like this any more, i dont know what im fighting but its winning. I dont want to eat or sleep. Im drifting away from people and i dont know where to turn. I get extremely anxious if i try to talk to people face to face. Can someone please help because im at tipping point.