my life has become hell. new years eve me and my long term boyfriend went on a break because I was confused and scared of fully commiting and then his mate told everyone I slept with him new years day which I didn't but no one will believe me. my long term boyfriend fully ended it with me and after 3 hours he got a new girlfriend. I feel torn. I've overdosed and <Mod Edit, WildCherry: Methods> but my friends found me. I can't get my long term bf back and I feel very, very low. I want to just go to sleep and not wake up. I've never felt like this before and I'd never felt like it with any other boyfriend. We were meant to be happy and together for a long time. I lost his baby on tuesday the 11th of January and he came with me to the doctors to hear it for himself but no one has supported me through it. I feel lost. I just want to die I really do. I can't sleep or eat and I can barely even keep water down. Can't cry anymore as I'm so numb.