so i just recently went to jail for possession of cocaine which wasnt mine. i was blamed for it because the person that was in my car had it and now i dont know what to do. im 20 years old, going to college and i had a full time job and live with my parents. i dont know what to do with myself at this point i have dissapointed my parents so much and i feel like there is no where to go from here and i keep on thinking that the only thing i can do to make myself feel better is to just finish my life. i know that it would be hard for my parents and family but i just cant take it any more. i cant sleep all i do is cry and i just cant handle it and honestly i dont want to. i havent told anyone yet because i think that they think that i am just being dramatic and thats why i joined this place. i dont know what to do.