Apologies for the issue with a bizarre redirect on the site earlier today. There was a large server update and an error in an IP address had the traffic routing wrongly. No hacking or anything nefarious and nothing to worry about. Sorry for any stress/anxiety caused. Very best wishes - SF Admin
If your friends are staying away from you because of that then they are not true friends. :hug: It's not your fault you have schizophrenia. And if you ever need to talk my PM box is always open sweetie.
As loads of other people have said before me, if they don't want to talk to you anymore, they are not worth your time. Find someone who accepts you for who you are, even though it may be hard sometimes.
I am not getting calls from friends either. I know what it is like to need help without knowing if it is there and to have the urge to die. I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, not schizopohrenia, and maybe schizophrenia has a somewhat worse stigma, but don't let a diagnosis separate you from the world. I'd call you!