Though not sure if I really want help. Feeling desperate. So wretched and in despair. Surrounded by friends so it's not that. Changing meds so trying to hang in there but really want it to stop now. Might just get through this evening (friends due soon) then see what the night brings. At least I am the online awakeovernight so no one will know till morning.
Here they are ... Got to go, will check in later vhopefly this despair may have passed a little ...
Here they are ... Got to go, will check in later vhopefly this despair may have passed a little ...
