as I'm writing this,I am still crying my heart out. I was an honor student.a poster child.a sponsored student.I breeze through all my exams.I'm a Malaysian btw. I used to study at Mo***h University in Australia.I took biotechnology there. then I began to hate it.I see how my friend is so happy doing her course (English),so I quit and went back to Malaysia that doesn't sit well with my father. Until now (it's been 2 months) he doesn't even want to speak to me. why? I screwed up once and that's its? no second chance or whatsoever.I cried myself to sleep most of the time. I lied of being happy back in Malaysia. I don't know what to do. I'm feeling suicidal,but still sane enough to write this. HELP? somebody please say that it's going to be okay.PLEASE.