So... I'm unsure on how to be myself. Continiously I adjust my likings to that of other people, so that we have something in common or to talk about. But in truth it's making me FURIOUS! I don't even know myself anymore. Everything I do or attempt to do feels fake, and due this other people are affected by it and will be annoyed with me. The adjusting is something I can't help. I just fear that people won't like me otherwise. That i'm boring, or too serious, for that matter. It's like it happens automaticly. I can't enjoy anything anymore. It all feels so fake and done for the sake of it. I have no idea of what to do, who to turn to, but i'm nearing the end of the road.