im not too sure what im looking for but i seriously need help, my life and depression is spiralling out of control and i feel powerless to stop it. the last couple of weeks have been hell and i now have no support in place. each minute of each day is relentless, the need for pain and trying to find ways of attempting that wont fail, god im in a really bad place just now and never felt so alone or isolated. life is just such a struggle now........