Okay, I'm new here, but I need help. I stopped cutting months ago, but for the past two months, I have been struggling not to start back up again, sometimes I'll find myself scratching my arm and won't notice until it starts bleeding. I just feel so numb, I wish it could all just end. I don't want to tell my mom, because the last time I went through this, she was so worried and I don't want to stress her out so much. I know I need help, because I can't even sleep well anymore. I'll go to bed at ten, and only fall asleep at one. :insomnia: I need help, I don't know what to do. Please give me advice?