Hi I just signed up i'm desperate for sum help. Im supposed to go to a wedding tomorrow with my mom and I know I can't. It's a plane ride away I cant and I cant be so far from my safety. But I don't want to be here alone either. I don't know what to do I just want to end it. Theres too much pressure in my life to be perfect when im falling apart at the seams. What should I tell my mom?