I am feeling very depressive right now, tried an attempt 2 days ago, i have no motivation for anything, i feel like a living corpse. I am not doing so well in studying and with my self, and just lack the real desire to change. I really hate this depression, it feel like my brain is clouded by something, unable to generate positive feeling or the motivation energy. Since i have no friends in real life, i thought i reach out here. Even a hi could help, talking to another human being keep me sane a bit longer.