Got my cancer test results back tuesday. Took me 6-1/2 hours to get with my urologist. He gave me a 3 month shot of anti-hormones to help put the cancer to sleep for a while. Had a shot of anti-hormones the other day (tuesday). They make me very emotional and quite suicidal. No one seems to believe me that they put me in harms path. Right now I am sitting her trying to find something to help me stay alive. I do not know what to do to stop this terrible feeling. I really need help. Everything seems hopeless.