I know that I can't die.. I have too many people in my life. None that seem to care all that much. But I know they're there. And a few of them do care, so that's all the really matters. Anyway. I can't commit suicide. But that leaves me with being depressed without a way out to look forward to.. I'm sad without purpose.. I'm just.. Here. And it makes me feel so hopeless. This is life? No. This is torture..