helpp?

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Juliaa, Jan 5, 2009.

  1. Juliaa

    Juliaa Well-Known Member

    i don't know if this is in the right section,
    but i have no clue what to do, i can't take this anymore.
    i want to call someone and get help,
    but i don't want to call 1-800-suicide or something like that,
    they're not going to do anything,
    and i'm afraid to call 911, they're not going to take my seriously,
    i can't tell my parents, they'd be so disappointed in me,
    i have no friends to call, one wouldn't take me seriously & the other doesn't know i'm depressed.
    and there's no way i'm going to bed and waking up and going to school.
    and my throat hurts so fucking bad from crying.

    what do i do?
     
  2. Spearmint

    Spearmint Well-Known Member

    Can you go to the hospital or something?
     
  3. Juliaa

    Juliaa Well-Known Member

    well, i can't drive myself :/
     
  4. Spearmint

    Spearmint Well-Known Member

    Is it close enough to walk?
     
  5. Juliaa

    Juliaa Well-Known Member

    not at all :[
     
  6. Spearmint

    Spearmint Well-Known Member

    Are you in the states? Because if you call 911, and you say you're suicidal or whatever, they have to do something. Legally obligated to take you to the hospital, I think.
     
  7. Juliaa

    Juliaa Well-Known Member

    yeah, i am.
    but i'm scared to,
    what do i do when they get to my house?
    what will my parents think?
     
  8. Spearmint

    Spearmint Well-Known Member

    Do your parents know you're suicidal? I know what it feels like to not want to disappoint your parents, but I'm sure they'd rather have you tell them how you feel, instead of them waking up to find you dead or something.
     
  9. Juliaa

    Juliaa Well-Known Member

    no, they don't.
    but god, they'd be so disappointed,
    i love them too much to tell them,
    i'm already a burden to them, i can't make them worry more then they already do..

    ugh, my throat hurts again.
     
  10. Spearmint

    Spearmint Well-Known Member

    I doubt you're a burden to them. I really do know how you feel, and I know it's *really* hard, but if you tell them, it'll lift some weight from your shoulders, and you can get some help. (If you want it, of course.)
     
  11. Juliaa

    Juliaa Well-Known Member

    i'm really considering telling my mom, now
    i feel like tonight is the last straw for me,
    i need to get help,
    thanks for talking with me and helping <3
    :hug:
     
  12. Spearmint

    Spearmint Well-Known Member

    Good luck. :hug: My PM box is there if you need it.
     
  13. andyc68

    andyc68 Guest

    you need to share your feelings with those you trust and love, this isnt something you can do alone.
    speak to your parents and see what happens, then maybe you can sort out some proffessional help too.
    don't be scared, you have come far to admit you need help now go and get it.

    take care :hug: