i don't know if this is in the right section, but i have no clue what to do, i can't take this anymore. i want to call someone and get help, but i don't want to call 1-800-suicide or something like that, they're not going to do anything, and i'm afraid to call 911, they're not going to take my seriously, i can't tell my parents, they'd be so disappointed in me, i have no friends to call, one wouldn't take me seriously & the other doesn't know i'm depressed. and there's no way i'm going to bed and waking up and going to school. and my throat hurts so fucking bad from crying. what do i do?