I never thought this would be easy But this is always going to be too hard. A life without you… Is a life I should discard. Neither of us ever wanted this to happen We never thought it would. We said always and forever, This we both understood. Now though, nothing makes sense. It’s just like a massive blur. It even kills me to say your name… I always have to say ‘her’. In the end, the person you love is The one who can always make you happy. The one you want to spend the rest of your life with Even when they’re snappy. They’re the one person who, Even if they aren’t talking to you. They put a smile on your face and a warm feeling in your heart, And you wish you could do the same for them too. They say that time is the biggest healer But as time goes on, it only gets worse. The thought of never being with you, It’s what really hurts. Thinking back to all the times I was truly happy You were always the one responsible. Now, I’m so scared I’m losing you forever, All because of stupid fools. I realised so long ago, almost a year in fact, That I knew who I always wanted to have in my life. And now things have happened, Yet… still, I want you in the future… to be my wife. But it hurts so much Because I don’t know if it will happen now. I look back to how happy we were, And look at where we are now, and wonder… how? You are by far the best thing that’s ever happened to me And that’s the way it will always stay. You are all that I think about, Each and every day. My heart will only ever be yours, And you are the only person I can ever really love. I hate so much that it doesn’t seem to be working out, Though, together we planned to go above. I guess what I’m saying is that… My heart will be yours always, I.. I love you more than anything And I’ll always be here for you, even if I have to walk through a blaze.