I thought I had it good again. I had meds, I had a perfect girlfriend of 1 and a half years, I was doing great at school, getting As and A*s all the time, I was getting friends, and, most of all, I was happy. Then it all just fell. First of all my friends all but disappeared. They just stopped talking to me and ignoring me. Then my gf talked to me less and less. I got so worried that my grades fell to Cs and Ds. Then she dumps me out of the blue three weeks ago, via an xbox live message! No emotion, nothing. I spent years talking to her and trying to solve her problems and suicidal feelings she had, and she just did that. Later that week I found out she had been cheating on me for a weeks behind my back. I just broke down at that news. So here I am, friendless, broken hearted, my fucked up brain's ruining what's left of my life, and now I'm not going to get into a decent university, if any at all. I've been holding on somewhat for the past three weeks, but a message from my ex telling me she doesn't regret cheating on me just sent me in tears. I just need some help.