Well you guys might have read my post here before. Here I am again. Long story short, I followed you guys advices and share my feeling, my worry with my GF. It worked. I was happy. She was my everything, everything I ever hoped for. And now she left. She said this long distance relationship wore her out. She was tired. She needed someone who can be there with her physically when she need, not just some short messages. I can understand that. It was also my fault. I was the one who decided to move to the US with my family. We were together since highschool. 8 years. I planned to propose after I finish uni and got a job to support her. I planned to take her to the US, I had plans for our family. We had. We agreed that neither of us want to marry before we have a good job to sustain our family. But she gave up. The waiting was too much for her. I studied hard, worked hard just so we can have a good future. Now we won't have any future. The thought of at the end of this road, I will come home everyday and stare at 4 empty walls without her is so unbearable. What the point of this anymore? I tried talking to people. It didn't help. I knew all they had to say. I knew all about how they feel for me. I knew it will hurt people who love me. I know it won't solve anything. But I can't find the will to go on. No matter what I do now, no matter how successful i can be in the future, I will come home to an empty house. She won't be there. What is the point of it now that she won't be there with me? I only wanted to make money so I can care for her. I never have any interest in being rich for myself. I don't need it. I did it just so I can provide her a comfortable life. Now she's gone. Please there must be someone here who gone through this. Please let me know how you got through it. You guys are my last attempt at this. You helped pulling me out before. Maybe you can do it again. I know I'm being selfish here. But since there's nothing left between me and this, why not give this a shot? The real shot is not gonna go away anyway.