Here I go again suicidalness is dragging me back to its side. I hate my life I just can't take anymore its all too much. People say forgive and move on how am I supposed to do that? I can't forgive them for raping me and sexually abusing me. And I can't leave it in the past. Nothing ever goes right everyone hates me I just wish I could fly out of this world, to a place where pain, hurt and heart ache dosent exist.