Here I go again...

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by crunchie, Dec 5, 2012.

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  1. crunchie

    crunchie Well-Known Member

    It is a strange thing, when loneliness dawns on you, even when you are with people you have fun with. I still do have fun at times, I enjoy good company. But I find now, that the things that used to dull my depressive thoughts, and leave me just a little happy have come to dull the senses no more.
    It´s more chronic now. I don´t need to be alone at home to feel it. I feel it all the time. I cry more now. I have to concentrate not to do so at work. I have to make sure I don´t among my friends. I did not have to worry like this before. It would just be hidden until I came home to my loneliness.

    Now loneliness is EVERYWHERE ALL THE TIME!

    What happened to me? Why am I suddenly feeling like the biggest failure in the history of, well history?

    What is it that will help me? Love? Money? Death?

    I don´t know. But here I am. Again.
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Depression runs in cycles hun what you need to do is talk to your doctor ok get some support to pull you out of the sadness your in. hugs
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