here i go again

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by Wastingecho, Jan 20, 2011.

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  1. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    first day back at work after 3 weeks

    couldn't get my computer back for the first 1 1/2 so nothing to do but brood

    mgr finally arrives, i get my laptop and he tells me the department is going out to lunch together - most people think "yay free food" - i didn't want to go but couldn't come up with an acceptable reason to bow out

    felt like the wallflower at the prom - if i'd had a reason to go to my prom in the first place

    finally get to go through my backlog of emails and find out that my interim self-assessment is due tomorrow - how many ways can i say i'm a loser?

    why can't they just tell me up front how shitty i'm doing instead of putting me through this?

    my stomach is in knots - it was hard enough coming back after being made to feel like a criminal last time but to come right back to this?

    i'm never going to make it
     
  2. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    That's a lot to have to come back to. :( :hug:
     
  3. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    take one thing at a time.
     
  4. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    i can't - work won't allow one thing at a time

    my life won't allow one thing at a time
     
  5. Kiba

    Kiba Well-Known Member

    Maybe try to write down what you need to do and prioritize.. It might make your brain feel less scattered. I hope you will feel better. :hug:
     
  6. Ravenwing

    Ravenwing Well-Known Member

    A good suggestion - making a list might help to prioritise as well maybe? :hug:
     
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