Well, I've taken the leap to actually posting. I had about 3 paragraphs I backspaced out. I don't know where I'm going with this... I guess I'll try to keep it short and simple... I'm probably in the wrong place, but I don't really know where else to turn for non-biased emotional support. I just finished shaving for my first venture into the world during daylight hours in several months. For a court date no less. I dread places with social activity, interaction, and whatnot. I shut myself off from all of it but the last few weeks have been crazy. I found my mind drifting strange directions. I'm lonely. I'm depressed. And I finally have the get-go (forced by a court date) to go outside. If all goes well I hope to venture fourth again but for reasons of my own. I know I probably sound like a jerk coming to a help board for people in danger, but my issues with social interaction prevent me from finding encouragement and support from other sources. A little about me, this is an introduction after all... I've been playing guitar for 10 years, if it weren't for music I probably wouldn't still be here. I'm a PC gaming addict. I like sushi. I'm 21. And... well that's all for now.