Here i sit at 10:53 with a bottle of Champange - The parent's of course, i am just thinking about what i will do next. They don't know i am Drinking. Everyone else in life today hasn't helped i decided to go out instead of going to college i used the buses - I rode a bus to no were. One older chap came up to me and said MOVE YOUR LEGS SO I CAN SIT DOWN! i took affence to that. I hate being shouted at , of course he didnt know that he didnt know that i was watching him he didnt know i wanted to kill him right there. I was feeling very low then and i still am now. What is this S**t life coming to? I've got college tomorrow but i don't think i will go.