Here we go again Im here again just wanting to scream its 3 in the morning work later on I just want it to stop I have been crying so hard. Yet to the world I wear a smile Im tired of people not wanting to talk to me because I am awkward. I met someone new who likes me but Im so scared once he gets to know me he'll just leave me like the rest Im tired I want to be this wonderful sociable person. I want to reach out but Im so tired of rejection even on this site sometimes Im angry I dont know what to do with my anger I feel helpless. Im mad so mad with myself the world. All I want to do is stop the world and get off.