today isnt good. too many reasons why it isnt good. i need to vent, i need support, i need someone to care. to find such things seems to be exceedingly difficult. i am sorry, but now my thoughts again are turning dark. is it worth it to continue on again and again and again. if others think im a failure, doesnt that validate my own thoughts.
i cant get a grip on things, feels like things are spiraling out of control. i dont know even how to do it, or what im going to do. thats the next thing, to come up with a plan
i cant get a grip on things, feels like things are spiraling out of control. i dont know even how to do it, or what im going to do. thats the next thing, to come up with a plan