heres how im going to do it

im giving myself until july 30th without altercation. In the meaentime, i will spend more time with my wife and kids. i'll look up old friends one last time.
i will wright letters to those close to me, as im sure they will have many questions. next i have a large life insurance policy, therefore, it must be the look of an accident.<Mod Edit: methods>

 

Hi there...

I've edited out a bit of your post, as it contained methods of you how were going to commit suicide...

What's got you to the point that you feel you need to take your life?

 

Why not share with us now...there must be many reasons why you are feeling as you are...how can we be there for you? please PM me if I can be a source of support...big hugs, J

 

You have wife and kids. They are a responsibility and you will ruin their lives if you kill yourself.

 

Wife and kid(s). What I'd give to have them both back again I guess my friend was right, if she'd drop all this I'd take them back. I guess it's all in perspective. But she wont' drop it and I know this and so does she. We're done. It's all done. I have nobody and nothing. Do what you gotta do man.

 

I'm hoping that in that time you will find reasons to continue living.

Don't be afraid to say things and to get out there and do what you want(as long as it's decently safe). Maybe start saving money for a good vacation?

 

Amen!!

 

You have a wife and kids. Be a man and live up to your responsibility to take care of them. And NO they will not be better off without you. I've seen a lot of selfish people use that one. But that's all it is, selfish. You can face death so certainly you can face problems in life. Those things are tough at times I know, but not nearly as bad as death and the pain your wife and children are going to go thru.

 

When I thought I was gonna kill myself I looked up all my old friends
I'm still here though.
Don't go through with it :hug: