Ok, so everyone. Here's what I'm going to get at. I am a pathetic, un-inspired, ridiculous excuse of a person. I really don't deserve this support shit, or whatever else. Please stop handing it out like candy, and bringing somewhat of a stupid little hope of mine into my shriveled ridiculous little brain that maybe possibly i'm worth some kind of insanely small amount of value to anyone. It's horrible. I mean, thanks and all, it's not like you didn't try, or you're not good enough don't go feeling down on yourself. But i seriously need to lose everything and die. just diiie. that would be fantastic. so quit it alright? I get it. I suck. You should get that too.