I don't know how many people know this, not too many, but now I guess everyone who reads this will now...I was raped and abused several times, and tonite, I get this feeling that one of the men who did this to me is coming to my house. I 'm not quite sure when and I don't know where he's at right now, but he's coming here, for me. I don't know what to do, I'm freakin out. I want to leave the town, but I can't...my step mom won't let me get out of here. She doesn't know what's going on and I can't tell her. She only knows that I've been abused and I can't tell her anything else. I feel helpless in this situation, and I can't do anything about it, but then again I feel like I'm gonna get what I deserve. I've fucked up far too many things to be safe, away from any of this sort of thing. I don't know what more to do and I just need some help. I'm really freakin out about this because I know he is on his way.