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#1
Whoa. This place is new now. I originally came here when I was around 14. I'm 32 now. This place was my whole life. I met my first boyfriend here. Now I'm married. But I keep coming back. I'm not suicidal but I still think about this place. As though it was real. I don't think I'll ever be fixed. I think I'll always be here. This is where I started. And I don't want it to be but this is where I'll probably end.
 
#2
Whoa. This place is new now. I originally came here when I was around 14. I'm 32 now. This place was my whole life. I met my first boyfriend here. Now I'm married. But I keep coming back. I'm not suicidal but I still think about this place. As though it was real. I don't think I'll ever be fixed. I think I'll always be here. This is where I started. And I don't want it to be but this is where I'll probably end.
It's odd how trauma can bond you to people or places. Many people with strong suicidal ideation seem to struggle off and on for life. I'm glad to hear you're not feeling suicidal. That's a win. Take it. Peace :)
 

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#4
Hi, welcome back after all this time. It's always good to see people who are proving that feeling terrible doesn't mean you have to do anything permanent about it.
 

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