I am J and I saw this place and thought it would be helpful. I do not like saying the S word because it just does not feel good writing it. However I am also ready to die. I am tired of being alone and fighting everyone to make me an equal in their eyes. I have Albinism and for the 54 years of my life I have been made fun off, spit at, called every name in the book and have been discriminated against. I am so so tired of fighting the system that continues to make fun of me and continues to discriminate against me. Sorry I really just needed to vent. I can actually help other with their problem but can not see to help myself. When the S word comes to my mind I can not do it. I do not have the guts to take that next step to make my life final. Sorry just had to vent and thanks for listening to me this evening. Happy Easter Everyone.